Tonight I'm unwinding with a glass of white wine and a Math test. Well, mainly with the wine part. I've just had a really had start to my week and I am hopping that by the time I wake up tomorrow that its going to be better. Do you ever feel like you can't get a break in life? That every corner you turn there is someone there to stick something into your side? I'm breaking down and I hate fighting but my I grew up in a family of wrestlers so I know how to fight tell the end. I think the hard thing is, is that I know that I wont give up. I want to give up but I wont. I want this too much so I'm going to keep going and keep fighting as hard as I can. Being a disappointment to myself of to my husband is my worst fear or just failure. That work is not in my vocabulary and a part of me hates that. So tonight I'm going to finish this glass of wine. I'm going to finish is test, probably not my best but I know that I wont fail because I tried. I've got more to do here...
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