Sunday, October 21, 2012

Little Miss Short Cake

Do I want to be your Little Miss Short Cake?

While growing up I was always the cautious one.
Yes, I broke a few bones, got bumps and scrapes but I thought before I acted.
This continued with me as I've grown older.
Everyone saw me overly cautious or even worse goody goody, who never did any thing wrong.
We all know that's not true. 
I am human and have done plenty wrong. 
But to prove myself, I drank in high school.
They still thought of my as a goody goody and I hated that! I am normals. So... 
In college to prove myself, I smoked pot.
                  They still thought of my as a goody goody and I hated that! I am normals. So...
To prove myself, I did things I'm not so proud of.
                   They still thought of my as a goody goody and I hated that! I am normals. So...
I stopped listening.
I think that people see me as a goody goody because of whats inside of me and want to see become a dim light. 
But I'm not. 
I grew up in a Christian home and have a great relationship with God. 
No, that relationship isn't always what it should be but what I do know is that I can listen to him.
He doesn't call me a goody goody. 
Instead he class me, his daughter and has a great love for me.
Last night I found myself in a situation and it made me think. 
A group of lady's have started to call me their "Little Miss Short Cake"
And soon after the conversation so turned to talking about God
It's been interesting that I can never stop talking about God.
In any hard time or in good.
Yes, I get it I am positive but I am human too.
I hurt, I get sad and cry. 
I need friends and want to be excepted just like you. 
So don't look at me like Little Miss Short Cake. 
Hi, my name is Jessica

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